December 2010
OH The Holidays...... all the family, the get togethers, barf. I don't want to be the chubby one anymore. I wish I could fast forward to next year. Alas, I am stuck here in 2010 in my pants that are too tight, my shirt is well, actually my shirt is fabulous, I just bought it, it's black and sheer and has ruffles down the front! I love pretty things. I wasn't going to spend anymore money on clothes until after surgery, but I needed a pick me up. You know how it is right?
OH The Holidays...... all the family, the get togethers, barf. I don't want to be the chubby one anymore. I wish I could fast forward to next year. Alas, I am stuck here in 2010 in my pants that are too tight, my shirt is well, actually my shirt is fabulous, I just bought it, it's black and sheer and has ruffles down the front! I love pretty things. I wasn't going to spend anymore money on clothes until after surgery, but I needed a pick me up. You know how it is right? 
So I totally don't know how we made it through the holidays, it was exhausting. The boys were whiny which was awesome, made the holidays much more enjoyable for us. I told my Jerry Bear that I didn't want Santa to give me any chocolate and stuff especially since I am trying wean myself off all that. What did I do instead, I ate his...... say it ain't so! It could be worse, I am not sure how, but I keep telling myself that. I am trying to to beat myself up too much about it.
It's almost the end of the year and I still haven't heard anything from the surgeon about my Endo. I'm a bit miffed, actually a lot miffed. I would have had the bypass surgery during the holidays if I could. I'm so glad my Jerry Bear is her to "maintain" me because I am starting to annoy myself.
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